Twoand a half years without alcohol
Still not drinking but very aware that there is something missing from my life. I've been thinking about drinking a lot recently, I don't think I will, but I do sometimes see myself doing it. I haven't fully confronted my demons and I feel I'm punishing myself and putting myself through hell. I must be a nightmare to live with, depression has a hold over me and I'm starting to think that I need to have antidepressants again. I feel so insecure and worried by the future. I think a part of me is looking for a way out, an excuse to b alone and miserable, that's not right is it? I don't want to feel this way, I have to overcome it.
To succeed I need to let go of the negativity and start making some goals. I need to persevere and stop giving up, I need some new healthy social activities.
To succeed I need to let go of the negativity and start making some goals. I need to persevere and stop giving up, I need some new healthy social activities.